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"Dying Beauty" print is a part of a series of photos "Cystic", which was taken in the summer of 2018 during the agonizing wait for the results of cytology.

At first I didn't feel anything, then my left breast got bigger, then it hurt and a bruise appeared. It all happened very quickly. The first doctor I came to scared me terribly, saying that in addition to a cyst the size of a chicken egg, neoplasms appeared inside. But she didn't say what to do with it. I had to look for another doctor. He ordered a surgery to remove the cyst and neoplasms. Everything that was extracted from the breast was sent for cytological analysis.

Fear, denial, emptiness, anger, pain — that's all I experienced for 3 weeks waiting for the results of the examination. I was looking for a way out, and documenting my feelings and my body helped me get through the endless waiting and horror. What if I have THIS diagnosis?

Gray photos reflect my stay in the gray zone of unknowing, uncertainty and expectation.

Tags:
#photography #gentle #floral #black white #piony 

Dying Beauty (2018) Photograph
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"Dying Beauty" print is a part of a series of photos "Cystic", which was taken in the summer of 2018 during the agonizing wait for the results of cytology.

At first I didn't feel anything, then my left breast got bigger, then it hurt and a bruise appeared. It all happened very quickly. The first doctor I came to scared me terribly, saying that in addition to a cyst the size of a chicken egg, neoplasms appeared inside. But she didn't say what to do with it. I had to look for another doctor. He ordered a surgery to remove the cyst and neoplasms. Everything that was extracted from the breast was sent for cytological analysis.

Fear, denial, emptiness, anger, pain — that's all I experienced for 3 weeks waiting for the results of the examination. I was looking for a way out, and documenting my feelings and my body helped me get through the endless waiting and horror. What if I have THIS diagnosis?

Gray photos reflect my stay in the gray zone of unknowing, uncertainty and expectation.

Tags:
#photography #gentle #floral #black white #piony 
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Dasha Buben

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Since childhood, I have been interested in visual art. This interest turned into a profession. I graduated from the Academy of Arts in Minsk and the Academy of Photography in... Read more

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